fly fellas fly
high

I got stuck in my dream last night


burnt out from the weekend
i want to go to cleveland

is finding myself in the most interesting situations
is not sleeping until brooklyn
is cute shit all day every day
is tattooing boys
is art galleries
is legs on the wall
is recollections
is uptown girls

so every year Parsons and FIT has a fashion show for undergrads called fusion.

FIT is only picking 15 designers for their team. SHIT.
my wheels are turning but i have no idea what to design.
i need to make some good shit
within about 2 months

i had a big flashback

it scared me

August, floor, beeping, ER room, binders, wheelchairs, cold, sleeping, cat scans. December, raining, liquids, IVs, dizzy, bruising, veins, awful humm of the tv, beeping, swelling, it's 4 am and my visitors have to wear special sanitary jumpsuits.

I forget to appreciate things sometimes.